Writing

So I sit here wondering, where my life is going? Everything that I normally thoguht or felt or did seems to be crumbling around me. I have always, always, wanted to write a novel. A great fiction book that refects me and what I like to read - but my doubts and fears keep on preventing me. I also don't know where to start. I want to write in first person but almost all the books I read are in third person. Where to begin?

I know no one really reads this blog, but it is nice to hope eh?

Until next ramble........